爱是艺术创作中永恒不变的主题。人与自然、人与人、人与精神实体之间真诚无碍的、永恒的爱的交流是我艺术创作终生追求的目标。对美的偏爱、对本源的向往以及对永恒的渴望我们与生俱来，而我喜欢用诗意化的视觉幻境来展现因“爱”而生的艺术世界，渴望带给观者永恒幸福的艺术美感，更渴望作品呈现出亘古不变的生命大爱。

　　孕育生命过程的切身体验将我带到生命最神圣的所在，也让我的艺术走向新的领域，新生命带来的喜悦和感动难以言说。从婴儿的眼光里我们可以发现人类全部的希冀和愿望。每天在给小宝贝洗澡、爱抚、亲吻中感受着无比的幸福，沉浸在比舒适更甜美的感觉里，从未这么珍惜时间，这么珍惜分分秒秒。小宝贝的肌肤多么柔嫩，身体线条那么柔和优美，让我在体会新生命带来的喜悦同时，更渴望在我的绘画里表达这份内心难以抑制的爱，让周围的所有都来分享我生命里最强烈的爱的感动。

　　宝贝一天天成长变化着，我每天都感受到这种生命力的持续改变，婴儿的身体线条最明显，最具生命气息，每个艺术家都会被这种强烈的生命力所触动。这亲历的体验震惊了我内心以往对于世界的感知，对于生命的美又有了重新的认识。

　　从宝贝女儿那里我直接感知到生命的美，我的绘画里开始了对人（作为生命体）本身的表现，那是一种梦幻般的遐思。一开始画婴儿逐渐过渡到女人体，这是一个很自然的渐进。女性身体最优雅的美是我幻想世界里新生命成长后的奇迹，我极力的寻找人体中最唯美的体现，那种最柔最美的情感诉求掌控着我。我感到被一种奇异的静谧笼罩着全身心，这是不知名的神灵的静谧。我带着澄澈的心和爱的感动进入到绘画的世界里，去找寻一个个最完美呈现的生命载体。她们犹如一个个生命的女神，那么美，那么优雅，那么纯洁，那么脱俗……她们个个翘起脚尖不沾染一丝尘俗，彷如在静谧的梦中世界里游走的精灵。

　　至此，曾经以往对于艺术个性的追求，对于画面技法语言的纠结，对于作品构图形式的苛刻营造，对于题材意境的强烈在乎……似乎已变得不再重要，只要有那颗渴望表达爱的心就已足够。而我也发现自己的绘画“由繁入简”完成了自身的“洗尽铅华”、“涅槃重生”，走向更神秘、更空灵的全新领域。

　　然而，从那嘤嘤细语的一己之情到力求完美极致的生命大爱，我的创作贯穿始终不变的仍是爱这一生命亘古不变的主题。此刻，我体验到前所未有的最为宁静的自由，我的艺术没有了包袱飞了起来，我内心欣喜若狂，一切回首蓦然，均在灯火阑珊之处。

　　女神缪斯不期然而至带给我心的奇迹，我亲爱的宝贝女儿就是我的缪斯，给了我这个母亲最神圣最珍贵的礼物。

2013.9.12于北京存梦斋

Magical Change of the Muse

　　Love is an eternal theme of artistic creations. It is the lifelong purpose of my artwork to interpret the honest, barrier-free and eternal communication of Love between Man and Nature, Man and Man, Man and spiritual reality. When painting, I tend to use poetic visual images to convey an art world filled with Love. I want to give the viewers an artistic sense of eternal happiness and present them an everlasting love in my artwork.

　　My personal experience of the creation of life inspired my works to ascend to a higher spiritual level. The happiness and affection that come with my newborn baby is impossible to be described in words. Bathing, embracing and kissing my baby have brought me so much joy, her delicate skin and beautiful body line are so delightful, making me more eager to express this rare sensibility in my paintings, I’m anxious to share this sentiment with my audiences.

　　As the baby is growing everyday, I start to realize the incredibility of the continuous change of new life. Especially her body line sends out most vibrant breath of life. All artists will be touched by the strong vitality. This experience has shocked and transformed my old perception of the world.

　　I have gained a new understanding on the beauty of life, and I perceive it directly from my baby daughter and have begun to paint humans as life itself. At the beginning I painted infants and then shifted to portraits of grown female figures, which is a natural and gradual process of growth. The most graceful beauty of the female physique is the miracle of new life from my dream world. I take it upon myself to find the most beautiful expression of the human figure; during which I am guided by the softest and most sensitive emotions. I enter the world of paintings with the purest heart to look for the perfect presentation of vitality. Each and every one of the female figures look like goddesses of Life, so beautiful, so elegant, so pure, and otherworldly… They stand on their toes, without the least trace of the worldly affairs, in the same way as fairies wander in the world of dreams.

　　Then, it seems that my past pursues of my own artistic signature, my struggles with complex techniques, the search for artificial compositions, and intense anxiety on theme and artistic conception all have become insignificant, and the wholehearted passion for Love is simply enough. However, it has occurred to me that my artworks have been reborn when I resolved to start again from the basics and explore a more mysterious and spiritual sphere. From whispers to striving to ultimate love, my creation still focuses on the everlasting theme Love. At this point, I feel freer than ever before, my art is able to wing its way without burden. My heart finally exhales with happiness and ecstasy. When I look back, the truth has always lied around the corner. The Muse has arrived unexpectedly and she has brought me a miracle. Maybe my baby daughter is my Muse, and since the moment she has been born, without realizing herself, she has given her mother the most precious gift in the world.

BaiLingfei

Sept.12.2013. Beijing