自我解析是我一直想做的作品，它的概念一直在我脑海里，不断的发酵……

　　我的过去：

　　在德国的求学期间，我的导师影响了包括我在内的一大批青年艺术家。我们都在学习如何学会使用他善长的厚颜料。对我来说这种学习、创作状态是一个自我意义塑形和被塑形、自我言说和被言说的经历。我在德国的二十年期间，对我印象最深刻的是食物切割机。它存在日常生活中，和我息息相关。我对它感到惧怕，我认为它把食物标准化成片，有一种去除个性化的强迫力。这种饮食习惯只能用我们的消化系统去鉴别和判断，作为个体是否无法真正选择？

　　我的现在：

　　我是生活在北京的兰州出身的祖籍山东的德国海归。我的经历让我面临着诸多不同的语言系统、消化系统，它让我思考如何解放过去，融合现在，投射未来。自我解析系列作品，对我来说是我对过去绘画历程的反思。是把我的厚颜料油画用食物切割机一片一片的分解，试图把绘画完成后某个被覆盖的想象性断层解剖出来。这种方式，让我把过去已完成的绘画转变为二次解构的过程，它化解了作者和观众的想象力距离。在这里，过去、现在是相容并存的构成物，也提供一种特殊的观赏经验。

　　我的未来：

　　在过去+现在的不断生成中进行……

About Self-deconstruction

　　Self-deconstruction is the theme I yearn to reflect in my paintings and such a desire has been fermenting over the past years……

　　My Past :

　　During my study in Germany, I, together with many other young artists, were influenced by my supervisor and followed his thick color style. Through learning and painting, I shaped myself and at the same time was shaped, which is a process of self-expression and being expressed. In my twenty years spent in Germany, I was most impressed by the food cutting machine, which I used in my daily life. It is awe-inspiring, as it cuts food into standard pieces and forces out any individuality. Such an eating habit can only be distinguished and judged by our digestive system. As individuals, are we really left with no choices?

　　My Present:

　　As a Chinese born in Lan Zhou, of Shandong ancestry, living in BeiJing Island and with an overseas background in Germany, I have experienced diversified linguistic and digestive systems, enabling me to reflect on ways of freeing the past, integrating the present and projecting into the future. Self-deconstructing my own paintings means casting eyes back into my artistic life, cutting my thick-color oil paintings into pieces and attempting to expose the fault line in imagination covered deep under the colors. This allows me to re-deconstruct my completed paintings and bridge the gap in imagination between the painter and the audience. By blending the past with the present, self-deconstruction provides a special experience of entertainment for the audience.

　　My future:

　　To be constantly generated by my past + my present ……

作者：文武